Midnight Thoughts

Here I sit staying up to reset my clock preparing for two weeks of night shift. The mind starts to wonder. As I sit here I start to worry about my wife, my kids, my family, and my life in general. Will I ever be able to provide for my family as much as I should? Will I ever get to the point in life that things will get comfortable?
That's what I always dream of and strive for. I strive to find a way to make more money and a better life. I dream of being a success like others that I see everywhere and around me personally. There are people on blogger, YouTube, and at my work that all seem to getting what they want and need to succeed. What do I need to do or be to get that luck?  Do I take the risk and pay to make make myself possibly popular? Do I just continue with what I'm doing right now? Which what I am doing is posting that I've wrote a new blog or made a new video on YouTube on my social networks. Then sit and hope that people click on the ads, share my blog or video, or give advice or suggestions.
My kids love when I make a new video. Because they know that they are probably going to be the main stars in my videos. Its so cute. They have nicknames and they remain dedicated to the nicknames. The only person that has a hard time sticking to the nicknames is mom. Which is very cute. She will say their names then catch herself in the middle. Its very cute and makes me laugh and brightens my day. The best part is that we get to have some fun and laughter and joy in our day after me having a hard hot day at work. It makes it all worth it.
This is hilarious!!! I'm sitting here watching the military channel. They are showing secret service episodes. They are talking about the history and the methods that the secret service uses for protecting the presidents. Some of the measures they use are hilarious. Welding sewer lids closed? Taking door knobs off doors to rooms over looking a parade route? Removing mailboxes? A little extreme? Hope that the city doesn't ever have to access the sewers on the route in the future. If so they are better off tearing up the sewer lids and replacing them completely. Then send the bill to the president. That reminds me of the time that a president came to campaign at the air port in the city I used to live in. His plane was so heavy that it destroyed the flight line. The city tried to get the government to pay for the repairs. But of course got turned down. So it fell back on the city and airport budget to fix it. What a lovely government we have. They are happy to destroy something and leave it to someone else to fix what they have done wrong. But oh well right.
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