Learning What Bi-Polar Is....

     I just learned that I'm bi-polar. That is what all the blogs have been lately. I reached a very low point in my life. I was forced to go and find out what was wrong with me. Now I appreciate that I was sent there. Now that I've done the treatment that I needed; I'm on that road to being a much better husband, father, and person. I was told that I'm bi-polar. I do things in excess. I spend irrationally. I live off barely any sleep. I'm hyper as all get out at times. But I've been in a very very low selfish place for a long time and I didn't realize what was going on. I knew something was wrong with me but didn't know what. Now that I know I'll be a better person for my family and marriage. I know now that I need to talk. I need to express how I'm feeling and get the right treatment for my issues. Since I have came out of the treatment I've had some hiccups, but I'm heading the right direction. I now am dedicated to the better person that I need and want to be.
     Now that I'm on that better path I'm being that better husband, father, and man. I have been less confrontational and less stressed. My wife and kids are loving the new man that I have came back as. Of course my kids don't know exactly why I left for a while. They know that daddy was sick and had to get better before he could come home. They are not complaining about who and what I am right now. My wife is definitely not complaining. She is finally being treated like the queen that she has deserved to be treated like. She is loving the new relationship and marriage that we have now.
     Well I am going to keep y'all updated on my growth and development. My wife has seen what blogging does for me. What it does for me and what seeing that people are reading and clicking on ads. Lots of people don't know this. But that is how we make money on here and YouTube. Those ads on the videos or on the side of the blog are our ways of making a few extra bucks. Every time that someone clicks on an ad; don't have to buy anything just click we get us stats that eventually can get us paid. Thanks for reading, have a great one.


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